Thursday, March 8, 2012

I met with the agency director and my first couple a few weeks ago.  I was really nervous because this is a new experience for me (obviously) but they made me feel so comfortable.  I thought I hit it off with then and was excited that they might pick me.  I found out a few days later that they decided to go with someone else.  I was disappointed and started trying to think of what it was about me they didn't like or if I had done or said anything that scared them away.  I finally got to the realization that they aren't my family and it wasn't meant to be.  I do believe in the cosmos, karma, fate, whatever you want to call it.  I know that it will happen if it is meant to happen and at the right time.
I found out a few days ago that there may be another family or even two looking at my profile.  I am keeping my fingers crossed. :)